

Abhorred HatredThere are times in my life that i find myself loathing every aspect of myself. The failures of which theres only myself to blame. This putrid despise of everything I did to usher myself into this predicament. Where failure stalks my every action, my every slight of hand. I look into the mirror and see my past, my present, and my future. All of them scare me, my past haunting my every action, my present fear of failure, and my grim looking future where I will inevitably die never having done what I'm capable of. If I could only learn how to utilize every aspect of my being. Every fiber of my core emitting a pure aura of faith in myself.Abhorred Hatred


PenanceFor so long I've been alone For so long I've been crying For so long I've been dieing For so long this has been my penancePenance
Time in its infinite is uncontrollable One day leads to another Each second obtaining a new meaning In the hopes it will be understood
Each lesson learned A valuable tool To use in the deveolpment Of life and its meaning
So for all this time That I've felt alone It's been strengthening me To become something greater
To provide me with the tools To further my life In the terms I choose &nb


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In essence of myself I find a mixed world A world that lives A world that dies
To comprehend is unearthly Finding to many questions To life unknown To life yet coming
Who is it that makes us Who is it that portrays us Caught within an endless prison Caught within an unexplainable existance
What is it that defines reality Whats the difference, the change of it all To what end are we willing to go To what end do we dare give up
Confusion becomes a core essence A part of my being Controlling my
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My enemies dont know I hate them.
My friends find out (eventually) that, they are my friends.
My loved ones are reminded (constantly) that they are loved.
Thus is the mantra of my life.
sup?
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My enemies dont know I hate them.
My friends find out (eventually) that, they are my friends.
My loved ones are reminded (constantly) that they are loved.
Thus is the mantra of my life.
just making it through each day one second at a time thats all
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